Disappointment is part of growing up.

Disappointment is part of growing up.

As painful as it, the statement above is true. 

There is so much contained in me yet, I just want to bottle everything up. Because who can understand but me and God? Although I often let everything out to Him, I still feel like as if everything, everyone is against me, even myself. I am my worst enemy.

I want to just scream it all out, but I know I can't. I want to complain but it's better if I seal my mouth shut. Because who can even understand?

Nevertheless, I am looking forward to life. Because my disappointments towards myself and others are slowly turning into motivation. Growing up.

Throw Eggs. And Korea Vlog.

Hi hi hi hi hi hi HI!!!

Throw eggs at me  for not updating but before that, I'll break the good news to you all. I've got a job. Dum dum dummmm.. Ok, that's why I am too busy to blog. Right, now throw the eggs.

Confession: I did not make a video on my Sarawak trip. Instead I made a vlog on my trip to Korea.

Travel Vlog: Korea Trip Part 1 - Jeju Island



I'll write more on the Korea trip when I can find the time to do so.

And yes, I have a lame YouTube channel. You can check it out and make it more fabulous by subscribing. BECAUSE!! I'm currently leaning some cool video editing skills through my job. I have a iMac yo. Well, until I stop working.

iMovie 11!!

Oh yeah, about my job. I'm now working as a project staff/marketing staff in my college. I dare not vlog about my job because err...Asian parents are just too weird. Anyway, I go through two kinds of working environment. As a project staff for my college's upcoming anniversary dinner, I'm in charge of making videos, trailers and getting sponsorships. So, basically, I'll be up and about to record videos, then back to my work station and iMac to create good videos and trailers. While doing this, I call people to persuade them to sponsor the event. At the same time, as a part-time marketing staff, I deal with random people from different backgrounds. I usually counsel prospective students (most of the times parents too) about their next step in tertiary education.

Ok, let me share this with you. I once counseled a quarreling family. They were too busy arguing that I found myself watching a frightening drama despite trying to cool things down. Cause of argument: Child wants to study A, parents want him to study B. Then father couldn't make up his mind whether to support mother or child. Father quarreled with mother, mother scolded child, child became angry with father. One happy family!!!

Alright, it's actually normal, especially for Asians. Even I argue with my mum when it comes to education and career. And future boyfriend/husband. Asians. I'm not being racist. I'm merely stating the fact.

Cheers!!! No more eggs.